*************رعشة خوف**********

[ياسمين نجلاء]

*************رعشة خوف**********





إحساس يخنقني ويؤرقني... يحرقني ويقسمني... يشطرني ويؤلم جوارحي وينزف في القلب....
هو الحل... ذلك الذي يقتل كل شخص يسانده حين لا يجد أحدا بجانبه ويحي ذكراه, ذلك القبر الأسود السعيد....
أنفاس حارقة تتردد علي وتنتابني رعشة من خوف لم أعهدها من قبل, وسلاسل من حزن تكبلني وترعبني ولا تنزاح من طريقي ولا حتى السعادة..........






أجبرني الآه لأكون قوقعة تنام في أحضان الرمال الناعمة التي تنسج خيوطا من وهم خيال كؤوس من نار أشربها كأسا بعد كأس ولا أتلوى لأني أنا من نار... فهل النار أكثر حرقة مني؟؟؟؟
أختنق حين أضحك ثم تفارقني الابتسامة لتلحف بوجه الحزن الذي لا يفارقني....
وداعا زمن الوفاء والصدق, وأهلا بك يا زمن الغدر والكذب, فمتى تملأ الأسطوانات بأصوات الكذب وروعة الخيانة؟؟؟








أنا وجهك الذي أتمنى أن أراه يموت بين يدي الصدق, فوجهك من قتل الحب في... وأصبحت أمشي بين ثنايا السراب الذي أخرجت نفسي منه, وأسير تحت خندق الفراق الذي حدث...
هاهو ذلك الوجه الذي غطيته بقناعك الذي يشبهك تماما....
عرفت الآن كيف تلعب على أوتار الحب والطفولة لتقطع وريد الوتر الذي هو وريد حياتي...
فيا وجه الملاك الذي تدعي, عد من حيث أتيت واتركني أرحل من بين ثنايا قلبك, فهل تنساب خيوط الفجر بين يديك أم أنك ستكذب عليها بأنك تحبها كما ادعيت حبي؟؟؟

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