تصريحات غير مسؤولة... [الأرشيف] - منتديات الشروق أونلاين

لخضر.34

09-10-2012, 10:46 PM

تـصـريـحـات غـيـر مـسـؤولـة
................

حقائبي معدة للسفر..
وكل شيء معد للانتحار
قبل الرحيل معها..
وبها..
وإليها..
وربما إلى أقصى نقطة
من الذاكرة المتخمة بالجنون..
..
تناولت في الصبيحة قطعة سكر مسمومة..
قيل أنها ستتكفل بتخفيف آلام السفر..
هل أصبح السم مسكنا
لما بعد الذبح
والطعن..
والرمي في صحراء الذاكرة..
..
كثرت السموم في مسيرتي
وبت أسخر من الموت
الذي كثيرا ما وقف أمامي
يقطف أحلامي بسخرية
لم أفهم بعد سرها..
..
أصبح النبض مضطرب النبض
والسكنات..
البارحة لم أنم جيدا..
رسمت مخططا لأيامي القادمة..
وعندما قرأته صبيحة اليوم
وجدته مقلوبا..
اقترحت أن أقلب أوراقي..
كي أحصل على صورة صحيحة الاتجاهات..
فوجدتها أيضا مقلوبة..
فقدت اتجاهاتها بشكل دراماتيكي..
..
طلبت قهوة لفطور الصباح
وتناولت حليبا دافئا
لأني أكره القهوة
ولم أتعودها في فطوري..
وفكري كان في كوب الشاي
الذي أردت تناوله
بدل السم الذي تجرعته
عند مجالسة الحرف الأول
الذي كتب به العنوان الأول
لأخبار الصباح..
"القضاء على أخطر عاشق
وارد في مطلع السنة الجارية"
"وخروجه من دائرة الاستهداف
تعتبر مجازفة من طرف الأعداء
الذين خططوا من قَبْلُ لحرق متحف الحب
الذي علقت فيه أشهر اللوحات الزيتية
التي رسمها قلب من ذهب
ذهب عنه حظ الحب من قبل
عند أول قطرة حب.."
..
تناولت يومها.. قبل سنوات بعيدة..
أول جرعة حب..
كانت شبيهة بجرعة خمر..
-الذي أسأل المولى أن لا أشم ريحه في هذه الدنيا
فما بالك باحتسائه-
..
جرعة الحب قادتني إلى جلسة حب..
ومن بعدها
وجدتني أعاقر قصائد الحب
وعندما تأخذني نشوة العشق
أتعرق شعرا.. ونثرا..
وحبا يصرخ في وجه الصمت..
..
وصفت يوما بأني آخر مجانين الغرام
عندما كتبت اسمها على صدري
وعريته أمام أشعة الشمس الحارقة..
وركضت في الغابة صارخا باسمها
المشتق من قاموس الجنون الشخصي
الذي دونته في مسيرتي..
..
قاموس لم تفهمه أنثى
إلى حد الساعة
لأنه مكتوب بحرف مائي
بلغة النبض على تردد 115.2 نبضة في الثانية
ههههههه..
تشابه سرعة الانترنت خاصتي
التي عرفت من خلالها أن منفذ اختراقي..
كان منفذا جديدا لعملية انتحارية عظمى..
..
أيها المارون من هنا
لا تقيموا الدنيا وتقعدوها
على فوضى الحرف هنا..
..
فقلت لكم منذ البدء أنها
تصريحات غير مسؤولة..
ومن بين تعريفات التصريح غير المسؤول:
أنه فوضوي البناء..
كما مشاعر أنثاي..
التي تعريني منتصف الليل خارج المكان
وتغلق أبوابها وتنام
وتتركني عاريا في الخارج
منبهرا بمجازفة عنوانها
"أنت حبيبي لكل المساءات"
..
هي لا تعلم أني
أتحسس من البرد فوق العادة
وأتحسس من كل المجازفات
التي تتركني أرى حمقي بالغناء لكاظم الساهر
بلحني المتشقق من البرد
..
لا بنت السلطان ستتزوجني
ولا بنت الجيران
بعد تصريحاتي..
فأنا متخم بمشاريع التصريحات غير المسؤولة
التي من الممكن أن تقطف الزهر من بساتين الذاكرة
..
أعتذر لأني لن أواصل
فقد آذنتني حبيبتي بالهجران
إن أنا تماديت في جنوني..
..
آاااااااااااااااااااه..
..
حبيبتي لو تعلمين مدى وجعي..
لما تماديت في إيلامي

the.edge

26-08-2025, 03:25 AM

مذكرة تخرج (https://www.sahla-dz.com/)
ميموار (https://www.sahla-dz.com/)
دكتوراه (https://lmd.sahla-dz.com/)
محاضرات (https://lmd.sahla-dz.com/)
Remote Work (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/)
Freelance (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/)
بحث جاهز بالمنهجية العلمية (https://ba7thi.sahla-dz.com/)
بحث pdf word (https://ba7thi.sahla-dz.com/)
psychologie (https://www.activemindly.com/)
psychologiques (https://www.activemindly.com/)
countries supporting halal investing 2025 (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/best-countries-supporting-halal-investing-in-2025/)
halal investing start today (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/top-20-halal-investing-you-can-start-today/)
every freelancer know business automation (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/what-every-freelancer-should-know-about-business-automation/)
self-employment change life 2026 (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/how-self-employment-can-change-your-life-in-2026/)
ways money online (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/top-20-ways-to-make-money-with-online-jobs/)
business models based online education (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/top-7-business-models-based-on-online-education/)
remote related business (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/top-10-remote-jobs-related-to-ai-in-business/)
countries gig economy 2025 (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/best-countries-for-gig-economy-in-2025/)
online business booming right (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/why-online-business-is-booming-right-now/)
succeeding nomad visas (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/top-12-tips-for-succeeding-in-nomad-visas/)
remote related home (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/top-20-remote-jobs-related-to-work-from-home/)
ways money crypto trading (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/top-7-ways-to-make-money-with-crypto-trading/)
start nomad visas 2025 (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/how-to-start-nomad-visas-in-2025/)
remote related online business (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/top-12-remote-jobs-related-to-online-business/)
succeeding digital nomads (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/top-20-tips-for-succeeding-in-digital-nomads/)
online future employment (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/why-online-jobs-is-the-future-of-employment/)
beginner halal investing 2025 (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/beginners-guide-to-halal-investing-in-2025/)
beginner self-employment 2025 (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/beginners-guide-to-self-employment-in-2025/)
dropshipping start today (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/top-5-dropshipping-you-can-start-today/)
experts say home 2025 (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/what-experts-say-about-work-from-home-in-2025/)
start stock market 2025 (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/how-to-start-stock-market-in-2025/)
ways money stock market (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/top-20-ways-to-make-money-with-stock-market/)
countries low taxes passive income streams (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/countries-with-low-taxes-for-passive-income-streams/)
business models based self-employment (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/top-10-business-models-based-on-self-employment/)
dropshipping start today (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/top-7-dropshipping-you-can-start-today/)
business automation start today (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/top-10-business-automation-you-can-start-today/)
self-employment change life 2025 (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/how-self-employment-can-change-your-life-in-2025/)
ways money passive income (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/top-5-ways-to-make-money-with-passive-income/)
creative smart saving ideas actually (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/creative-smart-saving-ideas-that-actually-work/)
budgeting start today (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/top-20-budgeting-you-can-start-today/)
budgeting booming right (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/why-budgeting-is-booming-right-now/)
beginner stock market 2024 (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/beginners-guide-to-stock-market-in-2024/)
digital nomads start today (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/top-5-digital-nomads-you-can-start-today/)
online (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/top-10-online-jobs-that-work/)
ways money digital nomads (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/top-15-ways-to-make-money-with-digital-nomads/)
ways money halal investing (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/top-12-ways-to-make-money-with-halal-investing/)
need know self-employment (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/what-you-need-to-know-about-self-employment/)
financial security start today (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/top-5-financial-security-you-can-start-today/)
ways money online education (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/top-12-ways-to-make-money-with-online-education/)
freelancer taxes change life 2025 (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/how-freelancer-taxes-can-change-your-life-in-2025/)
ways money home (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/top-20-ways-to-make-money-with-work-from-home/)
legal ways start online business home (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/legal-ways-to-start-online-business-from-home/)
remote start today (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/top-5-remote-work-you-can-start-today/)
nomad visas change life 2024 (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/how-nomad-visas-can-change-your-life-in-2024/)
tools start side hustles (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/best-tools-to-start-your-side-hustles/)
every freelancer know halal investing (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/what-every-freelancer-should-know-about-halal-investing/)
business models based affiliate marketing (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/top-12-business-models-based-on-affiliate-marketing/)
business models based financial freedom (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/top-5-business-models-based-on-financial-freedom/)
succeeding stock market (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/top-12-tips-for-succeeding-in-stock-market/)
experts say passive income 2024 (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/what-experts-say-about-passive-income-in-2024/)
business models based side hustles (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/top-10-business-models-based-on-side-hustles/)
ways money home (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/top-12-ways-to-make-money-with-work-from-home/)
business models based budgeting (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/top-12-business-models-based-on-budgeting/)
remote related freelancing (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/top-10-remote-jobs-related-to-freelancing/)
remote related home (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/top-5-remote-jobs-related-to-work-from-home/)
ways money side hustles (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/top-12-ways-to-make-money-with-side-hustles/)
business models based halal investing (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/top-10-business-models-based-on-halal-investing/)
succeeding remote (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/top-12-tips-for-succeeding-in-remote-work/)
avoid mistakes when doing digital products (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/avoid-these-mistakes-when-doing-digital-products/)
remote related online coaching (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/top-5-remote-jobs-related-to-online-coaching/)
business models based freelancing (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/top-10-business-models-based-on-freelancing/)
countries remote 2025 (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/best-countries-for-remote-work-in-2025/)
home-based businesses start today (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/top-12-home-based-businesses-you-can-start-today/)
business change life 2025 (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/how-ai-in-business-can-change-your-life-in-2025/)
succeeding online education (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/top-15-tips-for-succeeding-in-online-education/)
business models based online (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/top-12-business-models-based-on-online-jobs/)
ways money business (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/top-15-ways-to-make-money-with-ai-in-business/)
ways money print demand (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/top-7-ways-to-make-money-with-print-on-demand/)
remote related budgeting (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/top-10-remote-jobs-related-to-budgeting/)
experts say freelancing 2025 (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/what-experts-say-about-freelancing-in-2025/)
tools start gig economy (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/best-tools-to-start-your-gig-economy/)
freelancer taxes booming right (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/why-freelancer-taxes-is-booming-right-now/)
remote related affiliate marketing (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/top-20-remote-jobs-related-to-affiliate-marketing/)
legal ways start side hustles home (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/legal-ways-to-start-side-hustles-from-home/)
succeeding budgeting (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/top-15-tips-for-succeeding-in-budgeting/)
succeeding budgeting (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/top-20-tips-for-succeeding-in-budgeting/)
experts say self-employment 2024 (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/what-experts-say-about-self-employment-in-2024/)
ways money content creation (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/top-20-ways-to-make-money-with-content-creation/)
ways money halal investing (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/top-15-ways-to-make-money-with-halal-investing/)
beginner freelancing 2024 (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/beginners-guide-to-freelancing-in-2024/)
experts say online 2025 (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/what-experts-say-about-online-jobs-in-2025/)
financial security start today (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/top-7-financial-security-you-can-start-today/)
ways money stock market (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/top-7-ways-to-make-money-with-stock-market/)
steps achieve remote without quitting (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/steps-to-achieve-remote-work-without-quitting-your-job/)
ways money passive income (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/top-10-ways-to-make-money-with-passive-income/)
ways money budgeting (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/top-12-ways-to-make-money-with-budgeting/)
ways money business (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/top-7-ways-to-make-money-with-ai-in-business/)
tools need business (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/top-tools-you-need-for-ai-in-business/)
countries low taxes investment beginners (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/countries-with-low-taxes-for-investment-for-beginners/)
remote related remote (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/top-12-remote-jobs-related-to-remote-work/)
tools need budgeting (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/top-tools-you-need-for-budgeting/)
beginner remote 2025 (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/beginners-guide-to-remote-work-in-2025/)
succeeding self-employment (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/top-20-tips-for-succeeding-in-self-employment/)
business models based print demand (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/top-15-business-models-based-on-print-on-demand/)
remote related dropshipping (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/top-10-remote-jobs-related-to-dropshipping/)
experts say online business 2025 (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/what-experts-say-about-online-business-in-2025/)
remote related nomad visas (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/top-12-remote-jobs-related-to-nomad-visas/)
steps achieve dropshipping without quitting (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/steps-to-achieve-dropshipping-without-quitting-your-job/)
start sustainable income 2025 (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/how-to-start-sustainable-income-in-2025/)
things tells online business (https://jobs.sahla-dz.com/things-no-one-tells-you-about-online-business/)